Saturday, October 27, 2007
Chill out!today lesson suppose to be from 12-4 end up the lect from 2-4 bcame from 2-230.. haha.. dunno y the lecturer still want a lecture.. haha.. so juz nice can go shopping!! whee!! haha.. i bought fancel makeup removal and a dress.. heez.. think i quite like the dress.. heez..think i want to buy a white heels to go wif it... and i am thinking when am i goin to wear it.. emm..... heez.. then i went off at ard 6 to meet my other grp of friends...
been long since i went to chill out.. haha.. enjoyed myself laughing and laughing.. went to cafe del mar in sentosa.. haha.. nice place!! there is a pool in the middle.. and there are different types of seats.. those wif bed.. big cushion.. or those which is juz enuff for 2 pple to cuddle up.. heez..i went there wif my exxon colleague.. reis eveylne daniel and sarah.. haha.its been long since i last saw them.. we had a great time.. haha.. laughed our lungs out.. haha..
but something juz got to spoil this day.. the grp memebers i haf in my grp.. haiz... wats wif them... 1st is the damn indian.. now is another gal.. how can u send an email telling us u updated the report..but didnt even to sms anyone of us to tell us that u changed the report.. when we need to submit the report by 2359 and i oni checked my email at 2340+.. my god. then i haf a hard time goin to the student submission website... my god!! WTH.. VOmit blood.. argh!!
emm...1st day away......
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
TV~as usual i switched on my tv when i woke up juz now and when i was happily enjoying my show..the tv suddenly switched off my itself.. its not the 1st time that such thing happened.. so i thot the plug is loose again.. so i went to tighten the plug and stuff.. but no matter wat i do my tv can no longer on again!! my god... dun tell me its spoilt.. my god.. how can i live without tv in my room.. i need it to put me to slp.. my tv.....haiz.. i hope few hours later when i tried to swtich it on again it will be ok...
tml will be last day of my term test finalli... and till now all the 3 tests i did sucks.. i didnt manage to get the feeling that i conquering the paper... or rather i am PAWNED by the paper like how david and pw would describe.. haha... shit..feel veri shit... felt that i lost the ability to study.. wats wrong.. how i wish i neo.. haha.. LIFE SUCKS WITHOUT TV!!
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Questions..Define "Understand"
Define "Understanding"
Define "Denial"
Define "Lost"
Define "Lonely"
Define "Soulmate"
Define "Suitable"
Define..................
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Love is letting someone you love experience the greatest hapiness in life
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Bad...haiz..did a test today and i did badly.. super sad... haiz... isit that i am stupid.. not hardworking enuff... emm.. i guess most prob i not hardworking enuff.. plus some percentage that i am stupid...shit
these 2 days i got migrane.. haiz... so uncomfortable lor.. damn it.. and my breathing...haiz..still not cured...haiz.. bad luck bad day bad paper bad mood...
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Dun understand...dun understand... trying to understand... but sometimes i cant understand... y sometimes pple dun understand me or rather the meaning behind my words.... maybe i am juz too complicated for pple to understand me.. simple too complicated... maybe watever i am doing is wrong.. maybe i shd re-evaluate things..or am i asking too much? i haf no idea... isit wrong since the start... no one neos... but guess soon i will neo the ans... bury and bury everything inside... cont to bury... but got a feeling that my pit is not veri deep.. maybe i shall make it deeper... i dunno... guess i am the 1 wif the big problem...
not hearing not knowing not feeling not seeing...
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