Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Tired....i am so tired.. my head is pain...its heavy at the back.... juz want to ZzZz..........
Leave...been having a thot since 1 mth ago... guess maybe my holidays are not long enough.. not long enough for me to leave this place for a short period of time... i neo its irresponsible i neo i cant leave juz like that... i also dun haf the $... haha... i still haf sch and family... juz wish to take a long holiday... go tour ard... let my hair down.. totally release everything from my heart and mind... but juz i dun haf the luxury to do so.. haha...
dragging myself day by day... trying very hard to focus...sigh.. been feeling tired recently... dunno isit bcos its the time of the mth or i am weary abt my life... haha... nvm.. say le also no one believe or understand... juz let pple think in watever way..anyway if putting a smile on my face will make pple feel gd... y not..
*poof!*
Emm..yesterday lab was horrible..veri horrible... sort of teared during lab.. stood outside the lab.. looked at the rain... and i cant help it anymore and i broke down.. of course will not let pple see this ugly side of me... but after a while i calm myself down and went back to work...sick of lab.. next week goin to cont on this nitemare...
today got for my exercise.. today feel shiok.. sweat it out.. yar... during the 2h break... i cracked some lame jokes as usual... and i laughed out so happily..tickled..and i suddenly find this feeling so foreign... yes foreign... sigh....like i dun undertstand this type of laughter anymore.....
dunno y today suddenly so emo.. haha... maybe its the time of the night.. and the stress lvl pumping... haiz.. dunno lah.. shant feel so much... *bury bury*
*poof!*
_`i love u`_
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Juz did a test from
colorgenics test.
I dunno how true this is...
You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.
You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.
Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the 'you' that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!
_`i love u`_
