Swimming..went for swimming again..haha.. wif sandy as usual.. gd swim.. haha.. i love swimming.. need to burn some fats.. haha.. been rather tired.. but the funny thing is a i cant slp last night... oh man.. hate it.. toss and turn in bed till like 4am? but woke up by bad dreams.. sianz.. haha..
today my plan is to keep my books away.. ready for next sem to come.. and prepare for work from the 1-4 june at suntec.. hope its gd.. emm.. then i am waiting for another call to see if i got the job... think will be goin swimming tml again.. heez..
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Weekends..sat...heez.. suppose to watch x men wif yp.. but so many pple booking.. so end up we gif up the idea.. then we decided to go clubbing together..haha.. yar first time go clubbing wif bf only..haha.. so i went to his house ard 6pm.. then eat drink..haha..watch tv.. heez.. then called gary boon alan and atmas to go brewerks to eat dinner talk cock etc.. but well due to the poor attendance it was cancel. but nevertheless yp and i still went to clark quey..haha.. we talked along singapore river.. wanted to take the boat but i think we reached too late le.. then i walked to MOS.. and we went in! haha... abit crazy.. but i am hapi.. my friend also inside.. wanted to mention her name but wori someone will see her name..haha.. then we danced drink.. but i nv drink alot.. 1st time go clubbing and walk out wif a super conscious mind.. then we went lau pa sat to eat! haha.. then spend alot of time talking.. sharing wif each other our childhood stuff..haha.. reached home 6am+ on sun..
sun.. woke up at abt 11am+ to prepare for an interview at 1pm+.. reached ecp.. then i got to neo the owner of the shop are all from nus..oh my..students and they are bosses...haha..so gd rite.. anyway hope i get this job cos of the flexible timeslot.. then went to jurong point watch x men wif yp and his mum.. haha.. abit funny.. 1st time watching movie wif bf's mum..haha.. but its still nice.. had dinner.. talk...haha.. then here i am.. home sweet home..
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Bored...i am goin bored soon.. yes i am.. emm.. today went out wif yp to watch movie at marina sq..heez.. happy today.. then ate crystal jade.. i will nv want to go to that branch anymore.. serice damn lousy.. oh yar yesterday went to chervon.. isit spelled this way? haha.. then went to play jackpot for the 1st time in my life.. and won $10..haha. yeah!
yawnz.. i wonder wat will i be doin tml.. emm.. wat will i be doin? can someone tell me? y weekends end so fast? or am i.... sigh..
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Half the results!!yeah!! i juz checked half to my results.. i guess i managed to clear this sem too.. juz that i didnt do well as usual..haha.. finali i can slp in peace now.. but hopefuli i reali passed and it is not a false news..haha.. i cant wait to share this piece of news wif yp.. ahha.. i not intending to msg him but i want to tell him face to face... want him to share my hapiness wif me.. haha.. yeah...
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Useless me!!i am so disappointed wif myself..haiz.. suppose to go for a job training today.. i went.. but end up i left b4 the training can even officially start.. reason? i dunno y i juz feel insecure.. scared..haha. mayb i am goin there alone thats y bah.. haiz.. i wanted to make use of this opportunity to train my courage.. but i juz couldnt bring myself to sign the contract.. maybe i feel that i dunno how everything is goin to be like.. if they were to ask me to sign the contract after the training i think i will.. but not sign it when i dun even see a single thing at all..
my parents discourage me to go since the very start.. but i wanted to train my courage.. but end up i cant even cross the 1st barrier.. kinda of disappointed wif myself.. and i wonder do everyone also feel scared sometimes in this kind of situation? or am i juz too chicken?
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Boredyes i guess i am reali bored..haha.. to think that i kept blogging recently.. it reali shows.. haha.. been veri lazy.. always say i want to go exercise end up lazing at home.. no wonder i am always so fat.. haiz.. *low self confidence* so sianz.. maybe cos no one accompany me bah.. so i less motivation to go for a jog.. but this fri meeting sandy and suhui for a swim.. hope i can make it.. i reali hope to slim down abit..haha.. feeling fat dun makes me feel gd..haha.. y am i so lazy!!! argh!!
HATE MYSELF!
Boredyes i guess i am reali bored..haha.. to think that i kep blogging recently.. it reali shows.. haha.. been veri lazy.. always say i want to go exercise end up lazing at home.. no wonder i am always so fat.. haiz.. *low self confidence* so sianz.. maybe cos no one accompany me bah.. so i less motivation to go for a jog.. but this fri meeting sandy and suhui for a swim.. hope i can make it.. i reali hope to slim down abit..haha.. feeling fat dun makes me feel gd..haha.. y am i so lazy!!! argh!!
HATE MYSELF!
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I NEED A JOB!!yes..i need a job... but i doubt my previous interview will be successful.. so sianz.. wonder wat other job i can do... nowadays its hard to find job.. haiz..sianz.. but i can forsee that i will be juz rotting my life away this holiday..haha.. life is so boring..haha.. yawnz.. y am i still so tired.. damn.. haha..
oh.. yesterday i quarrelled wif my mum.. yp also..haha.. but for different reason.. at first both of us wanted to meet.. but end up we didnt.. haha.. but its ok.. and i cursed the bloody ass that stole yp's slippers.. y pple want to steal slippers.. slippers leh.. oh my... so poor until no slippers to wear meh.. haiyo... haha..
*crossing fingers for my job..*
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'Happy' Mother's day...how abt a new way to 'celebrate' mother's day wif ur mum... let me tell u.. which is to quarrel wif her..haha.. isnt this a gd way.. guess no one will ever thought of this way to celebrate this day... first thing first i didnt want it to turn out this way.. when it come to fairness.. baise... it will drive pple up the wall... been faithfully remembering all the special occasion.. nv fails to celebrate every occasions... but it is juz 1 yr that everything is badly planned and this is wat i get.. haha.. so now i neo wat they mean by when did something watever gd things u done will be forgotten...haha.. nice one...
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exam results in less than 20days..emm.. well i am pretty nervous abt it.. i wori i will fail at least 1 module.. haiz.. hope my effort and sacrifices i made during exam is all worth it.. regardless if it towards studies or any other things.. i reali hope it is reali all worth it.. haiz.. today suppose to go to ps but i didnt go in the end..
had a nightmare last night.. i dunno isit bcos it is pre-occupying my mind for the past 2 days or wat... haiz.. reali driving me nuts.. haiz.. i am puzzled and dunneo wat to do.. i also dunneo wat actuali happen.. hopefuli u can enlighten me if u ever see this post....
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Last paper tml..yap in 11h and 45 min i will be ending my last paper.. i hope i can make it for tml's paper... haiz... crossing fingers.. ok lets talk abt my plan for this holiday.. heez.. i want to:
1)Shop! heez.. long time since i last go shopping.. nth to wear le..heez..
2)go to salon which i will be goin on fri.. time to pamper my hair..haha
3)to WORK!! yes i need to work!! i want to earn $$ heez.. so praying hard i can get a job soon.. heez..
4)go out go out and go out! haha..
5)slp..slp..haha...
6)pack my room!! messy now..damn messy..
emm.. i think thats abt it.. i think if i manage to find a job my holiday will be 80% occupied le.. heez.. hope so..heez.. i think thats abt it.. anyone got job to recommand?
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while studying for my last paper...i have this fear in me... got this freaking fear that gripped my heart.. it seems to be telling me that i flunk my examz.. haiz.. i dunneo... juz feeling kinda of scared now.. i juz hope to pass this exam.. juz come thru everything in uni.. need not be the top.. even if its the bottom i dun mind.. juz want to pass and go through this 3 yrs and i am hapi enough... this thur will be my last paper... general bio.. so sianz.. read until my eyes want to close le....
Riding bike!heez.. yp brought his new bike let me see today..haha.. gave me a ride ard.. haha.. abit scared.. haha.. but still quite ok.. enjoy the ride.. haha.. he wanted to go for his class gathering at ps from my house.. but he is not sure abt the road.. so end up i went wif him..haha.. hope i didnt mess up the whole gathering..
but on the way back i ask him to go to the wrong exit.. i am so sori.. i reali not sure which exit... but luckily jux need to u turn then go back to the expressway can le.. emm.. feel abit bad for asking him go the wrong exit. but after that finali got the correct 1 and i am home..he also found a shorter route back to his house..
a day of riding is fun..
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