Thinking...yp asked to read back my past entry..cos he wants me to find out something... i wondering wat isit..i dunno is it the thing i am thinking abt now..haha.. but i think i am quite positive bah.. wif all the clues and everything.. nvm i shall double confirm my clue tml..haha... ok i met all the pple that were supposed to be met.. mum dad sis..done wif the session.. wonder how isit..haha..
today yp told me a number of things.. quite surprise to hear somethings.. haha.. i will bear in mind wat he told me today... reali glad that he felt the way he is feeling now.. haha.. hope this type of feelings will nv fade..heez.. wanted to write wat he told me here..haha.. but i guess no.. privacy..haha..something btw the both of us..haha...
yp got $700 fromt he govt dividend thingy..haha.. i am waiting for my treat..haha.. *hint hint*.. aha... u dunno wat flower i like..then u slowly guess bah...haha.. dunno if i changed my preference le..emm..ahha.. anyway.. haha..think slowly bah.. think already forget to think abt it..haha..
Thinking...yp asked to read back my past entry..cos he wants me to find out something... i wondering wat isit..i dunno is it the thing i am thinking abt now..haha.. but i think i am quite positive bah.. wif all the clues and everything.. nvm i shall double confirm my clue tml..haha... ok i met all the pple that were supposed to be met.. mum dad sis..done wif the session.. wonder how isit..haha..
today yp told me a number of things.. quite surprise to hear somethings.. haha.. i will bear in mind wat he told me today... reali glad that he felt the way he is feeling now.. haha.. hope this type of feelings will nv fade..heez.. wanted to write wat he told me here..haha.. but i guess no.. privacy..haha..something btw the both of us..haha...
yp got $700 fromt he govt dividend thingy..haha.. i am waiting for my treat..haha.. *hint hint*.. aha... u dunno wat flower i like..then u slowly guess bah...haha.. dunno if i changed my preference le..emm..ahha.. anyway.. haha..think slowly bah.. think already forget to think abt it..haha..
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Wonderful weekend..i had a wonderful weekend..cos it was spent together wif my yp..heez.. sat didnt meet up wif him..he went for his bike tp.. then we were msging until he fell aslp..haha.. so funny... then both of us were online till quite late...sunday went out in the afternoon to celebrate hong wei's bday.. well no comments on that.. i simply enjoyed my times wif yp..then walked ard.. sat down talked wif the grp.. or rather both of were talking to each other most of the time.. then he sent me home.. so sweet of him.. when he reached home we talked on the phone till 3.30am.. omg..haha..when we both need to wake up at 5am+..haha..so end up both of us woke up late..sori yp..called u up 20min late..sori.. but i love to talk to yp.. i like to heart to heart talk.. something funny was we put down phone then i went to slp.. but i woke up 10min later thinking am i still on the phone wif him anot or we put down le.so went to check at my hp..haha..so funny.. my yp slp le..he needs lots of rest..poor him..
i also fell aslp in lect today..too tired..haha..but i enjoyed the chat.. how i wish wat both of us wish for can come true...ok back to my studies..haha..
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I love my YP!!heez..i love my yp..haha..spent quality time wif him today..haha... watched "the hills have eyes" yesterday..OMG..so scary..haha..was screaming..haha..so tui lian..haha... was grabbing onto yp all the while..haha..nice show man..haha..reali enjoyed the show..haha... i bought a pair of keychains today..haha..1 half gave yp..the other wif me..heez... juz so hapi... miss my yp now..though i juz got separated from him in less than 5h..haha..
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Sunshine over the rain!!yeah.. finali i can see sunshine over the rain... haha... finali everything is ok.. i love my yp... hope ur trust for me can increase... haf faith in me and our relationship ok... i miss u..
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My friday and saturday...Friday
waited in school for yp to tell me wat time he is booking out... then wait till ard 7pm i make my way to jurong east... i was thinking since i am early i can wait outside his house area so i can see him faster..but he forgot to bring his hp and didnt neo i walked to his house while he took a ride from his mum to the interchange..haha..so funny..when i told him i outside his house he thought i lying..ahha...so quite funny lah..this taught me to always follow instruction..while walking to the mrt..we saw carol and her sis..she screamed..haha..so funny..then saw peijun..OMG...haha...wat a coincidence...then we went to causeway pt to watch DORM..ok lah this movie..then we went home
Saturday
meet the mum's session...bought marble cake to his house..waited for his mum to come home..talked to see abit while watching tv...rou lin yp as usual..haha..then finali his mum is home..then the mum say i looked familiar..haha..yar..but nth much..maybe yp will neo more...then we went to cityhall..walked to suntec..yp bought 3 tops...at topshop...then we thinking wat to haf for dinner..then something bad happen..haiz.. i also dunno wat to do..tried to make things better.. but guess not doin anything is the best..so now i am not doin anything..juz feeling upset...
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Insecure...yap..this is how i am feeling now... recently my brother and his gf is not doin well..guess broke up le..haiz... after 4 yrs being together... juz bcos of 1 went overseas...problems starts to surface..haiz... wat if next time my the other half also goin overseas...wat will happen? will i be able to go through it? or similar things will happen...
haiz..recently alot of things went through my mind... haiz..so vexed now..haiz.. guess i will juz haf to learn to take things as it is...
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Yawnz...i am so tired...heez... ok i am almost done with my report and essay... today got to finish it up..then start to study for my 1131 test next tue....actuali tml night shd be goin back to NP to stay overnight for the trial camp..but there is no room..so sat got to wake up early to go sch..sianz...haiz..thought i can snore in sch for longer time..haha..then can also see my darling earlier...emm... but i guess its ok..heez..sat will be coming soon..heez.. looking forward to this trial camp..guess will be the last camp that i will be attending in NP..gonna miss the camps....
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Darling's Graduation!yap today is my darling's graduation..haha...so fun..abit boring..but the song they sang and the last part when they shout out..is so funny... glad to haf such experience..haha..hope i didnt make darling throw face..haha... enjoyed my times wif him..heez.. then today mum asked me y he asked me to go then i kept quiet..or rather i nv reali ans her..haha..then she say he is my bf isit..haha..then i denied..but in the end i think she knows already..haha..
supposely darling's parents are goin..but darling felt that the ceremony abit fei so didnt want to trouble his parents..so i escape from the meet the parent session..haha.yeah! haha... after that we went to causeway point and watched wolf creek..ok DUN..DUN watch this movie..it sucks.. waste my darling's $... damn... but every moment spent wif my darling is hapi... gonna miss him..
so got to wait till fri then i can see him..when i go back NP for the trial camp...
when stress sets in...there is an essay due this fri and i started doin it yesterday... emm its on transgenic organism...OMG i haf no knowledge on this at all..having a hard time trying to do this essay..plus all need to use layman terms..so..argh..when i dun even understand the biological terms..how u expect me to explain them in layman? haiz... then got report to do..next tue for physical chem test..haiz..hope i will not fail again..haiz..juz did my report..emm..almost done i guess..think i will wait till tonite then i settle on the essay and report..in the meanwhile i better do something on my physical chem..if not this weekend i cant go for the last trial camp le....
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Happy..Memorable..he is the first guy i sense seriousness.. i also didnt expect such reaction from him... guess no one will expect..he reali grows and mature.. first time felt so doted by a guy....reali glad that i choose to be wif him.. reali hope our dream will come true.. if oni today can be longer... oh yar he is the first guy that volunteered to buy that special thing for me in such a short time together... and this is also the first time he thought of buying it.. everyone has their gd and bad points.. guess all these has made him perfect in my eyes... nth to ask from him except 1 thing.. but i guess it juz takes time.. i fully understand... no matter how long it takes..i will juz wait... hope this feeling between us can always be there..i neo u dun like to read pple's blog..haha..so i dun expect u to read mind..i am fine wif it.. cos it juz wrote the things that i haf done wif u... Underworld is ok.. but still feels the Final Destination 3 is better..
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Sandy's 21st birthday!!3/3 was sandy's 21st birthday... but we celebrated a belated 1 for her on the 4th..heez.. we bought her a guess watch..hope she likes it..heez.. we went to liqi house and cook our own dinner!! yummy..ahah..bought some chips..drinks..and a slice of cake for her..heez... though is simple but it is rather enjoyable.. meeting up wif ur friends... talking and crapping..catching up wif one and another..haha.. so stress free..so nice..then played mahjong..guess i am starting to like this game..haha
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Stress...disappointed...woke up early today...thought that i can buy the thing that we wanted to yesterday.. but..emm... didnt manage to... its ok...disappointed though... and i am stress!! haiz..so so stress..argh!! help!
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Candlelight dinner..this is the first time in my life i guess..if i nv remember wrongly that i had candlelight dinner..cos there is reali a candle in front of me..haha.. though i haf been there b4... but this time round i went there wif a special person who is my boyfriend..heez.. if u want to neo who is that guy..haha..he is from NP LSCT..my coursemate for 3 yrs..haha...guess bah.
forget to say the place is "THE SHIP"..haha...had an enjoyable and super full dinner...ahah... then we walked along orchard and talked alot..wanted to buy something but..all the shop close le...but nvm tml i am meeting him..haha..so well..haha..plenty of chances...
enjoyable...totally... though i short..but its quality that counts..=D
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No cure for stupidity...i guess i am juz stupid bah... so no matter how hard i work i will juz be stupid..cos there are simple no cures for stupidity.. haiz... i wonder what is happening to me.. my grades seems to be goin from bad to worse.. haiz... feeling rather demoralised by it... emm... or am i studying the wrong way..haiz... i also dunneo...=(
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Tired...OMG...i am so tired.. i am so deprived from slp..haha.. need to slp slp slp...haha... but i got to quickly finish my stuff..so i can spend more time in my 'cca'..haha.... this is my motivation..hahah... thinking of doin something to my hair..emm... but dunno wat to do..haha..so weird rite... shd i let it go staight again? or perm it? haha... actuali i reali like my hair when its curled up..haha... but my curls are disappearing..cos i cut most of it away le... now left abit.. so quite ugly..emm... will see how it goes.. mainly is to look nice next wed..haha.. cos is an impt day..hahha...
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