Cross fingers...still
crossing fingers..haha..they are getting
numb..haha..the letters better come fast and 30th..haha..yes
30th..haha..impt event...hahah...bought many things today..haha...guess i am quite prepared for the D&D...i will juz look
orangy..heez..so i guess i will be
faithfully opening up the letterbox everyday.. like the time i was waiting for my hp bill..ahaha...*faint*
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Oh gosh...my heart racing...oh my...all my friends received letters from ntu....but not me... am i reali that bad? feel so inferior...inferior.... crossing my fingers...hoping that tml i will receive letter.....how? i so nervous..many pple are telling me chances veri low... getting demoralised....=(
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Shopping again~yap long time nv buy new clothes liao..since i got discount for espirit so went there to buy some clothes..heez..oh yar i got a 20% discount for shades!! yeah maybe can buy another pair..heez....nearly bought another set of d&d clothes..haha... *faint* not dress but 2 piece type...NICE...but haha..decided not to buy...hope i will not change my mind again..haha...
after espirit went to look for a bag for d&d..but cant find or rather no idea wat type to buy so i decided to buy on monday or tml..heez..then bought 2 pairs of heels.. nearly bought 4..haha...1 is too short so i dun want..another 1 looks abit old..so nv buy...goin to do more shopping this few days...haha... attachment too tiring..no time to buy..now got some free time..heez....i decided wat shoes to wear already..haha...hope i look fine...
D&D clothes...finali bought my d&d dress...emm..dunno leh..still find it weird..haha..dunno lah.. hope i dun look weird on that day...hahah....my stupid eye got into some prob...if not doin well tml goin to see doc then recommand me to specialist...praying hard it will be ok tml...if not sigh..i cant work for 1 mth and there goes my license....*cross fingers*
watch the eye ten...lame...funny..scary..haha...ok lah...not veri bad after all...and i forgot to tek my newspaper back..shit...fun day...heez...yawnz...
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Last 3 days...3 days before i say goodbye to exxonmobil...heart heavy..anyway i didnt something stupid yesterday..haha..i was running or shd say fast walking out of my kitchen..then i hit my left arm on the metal door frame...OUCH!..turn numb and i lay on the sofa in pain..but laughing...cos its something so stupid..then i didnt reali care abt it..until juz now my mum notice this stupid blueblack on my arm...pain..sobz..haha...i HATE MICHAEL CHAN..haha..idiot..i think i better start to cultivate patience for humans..juz in case i reali become a teacher..haha....
bought something 'special' for the team..hope they like it...
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Finali some hapinesstoday is my presentation wif my own shift team..quite ok...not that bad... though expected to be boring...but they say cant blame me..cos its reali not within my ability to do it..so well..quite ok.. lucky the Q&A session brighten up everything..so quite ok...some more today got to spend some time wif my brother.. long time..yar long time since i last saw him...some more i leaving liao... so well..quite hapi...
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Headache...Countdown Timer: 11 daysah....crap...headache..killing me...sigh..long time nv have such a headache... help... my head splitting....help.......presentation tml..got to prepare later.. got to do report also..argh....headache!!! help....
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Hectic...Countdown Timer: 13 days
in fact its oni 9 working days i am leaving this place.... the thought of it makes me feel terrible...i had a hectice day...thanx to who? MICHAEL CHAN...yes...idiot him.. y dun he gif me the file earlier so i can finish....sigh...stand in front of the photocoping machine for 2h...sigh....wat the hell..stand until my back pain... haiz.... in the end nv manage to finish labelling the file...first time i fail to complete an assignment given....shitty....think i am down on luck recently...sigh..
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sigh...Countdown Timer: 14 daysin 2 weeks times i will be leaving the place for gd...i juz came back from interview at MOE.. and i didnt do well.. yar think i didnt do well... wat shd be said is not said... too nervous.. didnt neo my turn will come so fast... sigh..everything not goin well today...
plus this whole day walk up and down from the DDO room for so many times... tiring...sigh
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Gosh...mood swing...Countdown Timer: 16 dayscrap think i
laugh too much at work today.. and i am suffering from the
side effect that is to feel upset...
depressed.....shitty!!! got to find something to cheer myself up....got to do something that make myself laugh...haha.... opps.. goin abit
crazy... i think all my friends neo i neo how to do self entertaining... yar...maybe goin to try later... argh!!!!!!!!!! hate it!!!!
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Nothing much...Countdown Timer: 17 daysyap..heez..in less than 20 days i will be leaving the place...
mixed feelings i guess.. haha.. well... think i shd get myself
metally and emotionally prepared... yap... i dunno how.. but i will think of ways... heez.. did nth much in exxon today...start a bit of my report...yar.. i intend to finish 80% of it this week..wonder if its possible... i will try.. yap... juz need to push myself... heez...
juz now went to giant to buy the presents for my presentation... finali done.. now i juz need the green light from the manager...yar..pls
panjang dun add in more stuff... and torture me.. sigh... tired... think goin to slp early... but well i reali find out that i cant slp more than 4h... everytime i slp more than that i will either feel more
tired or i will get
nightmare..sigh... haha...pathetic me.. today's lunch is so filling... so not eating dinner.. haha... yawnz... bought myself a pair of
shades.. haha.. seems weird but.. haha..dunno leh..
emm think i rest a while more then start my report... heez.. *poof!*
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Clowny day?Countdown Timer: 20 daysguess today i am reali a clown..ahah.. or i am always a clown....some many funny things happen to me today.. and i am
so so blur..haha..nearly goin into the
wrong room.... jp, robin, gar hein and gary making fun of me...oh gosh...haha....simply too many...dunno to be angry or to laugh along.. reali cannot make it..guess it will the most blur day i ever had in exxon..blur until cannot make it..haha.....
pls gif me
motivation to start my report..i am getting lazy... haha.... my brother tell me not to be a
teacher..cos the pay veri little... so is this correct or wrong... i also dunno...sigh.....
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Finali....haha...i neo liao..yes i finali neo liao..i guess i am correct..heez.... yawnz ok got to go liao...sleepy... haha... juz find it funny..hahaha
Tired day...Countdown Timer: 21 daysrecently getting veri tired easily....dunno why..so stressed...report...shit...feel like goin back to get back my interim report..cos there are some stuff i need is in that report...sianz... forgot wat i want to write...getting absent minded recently......
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Worried...Countdown Timer: 22 daysreceived a bad news an hour ago...now i am veri worried...dunno wat i can do to make things better..... oh gosh.... sigh... now i oni can wait... no matter how late its going to be i will wait for the phone call.... worried...veri...i cant do anything..mind full of question..sigh..how i wish... sigh....
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Hand InjuriesCountdown Timer: 23 days leftlast sunday morning i went to compass point to buy
ingredients for my
new cookie recipe...heez... yar..the last few times i baked the cookies wif a diff recipe... and it dun taste veri nice wats worse is, it is as hard as a rock...oh gosh....but this time round wif the new recipe, it taste great..haha..i neo i like praising myself but it certainly taste like a cookie now..haha...
crunchy and nice..heez...
during the process of baking i got myself some cuts...i used a manual blender...so i got to turn and turn to blend all the stuff...maybe i dun haf enough energy or wat..the handle cut my hand..and ta da...
cuts...sianz...so pain..and someone even say...gals..small cut oni then complain..haha..u wait..
u dunno wat is call die..hhaha....
but my hand injuries dun end here...today i was pushing 2 thick files..and guess wat..
paperS cut!!not paper cutS....y? cos is many papers cutting at the same time..thus it looks more like a cut from pen knife or something...super pain..shitty rite.....sianz.
a tired day, dun haf the mood for anything...but no choice...need to find the motivation to start on my final report and presentation...someone pls motivate me...
i need motivation!!!!!!!!!! argh....
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