Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Tml will be the premier of our video!!
haha..kinda of excited abt it..looking forward to it..but on the other hand abit scared.. think i will look rather ugly on it..too bad who tell me not to be more beautiful rite...haha....so tired...goin to bath..make hair and slp...thinking abt wat to wear on the 10th..sianz....shd i go rent something nice..wori i look weird there...emm..i dunno...heez....
Monday, November 29, 2004
First time baking cookies!!
been wanting to bake for a long time..heez..now that i am free..time for baking..so i start wif chocolate chips cookies..heez..ok first mistake i made is that i add in the wrong amount of flour..haha..so blur of me...y i so blur..haha..so jialat..haha...ok then the next crucial mistake i made is i saw the wrong temp..haha....so blur rite... so well after some asking checking..yes i finali manage to get the cookie look...emm..taste ok oni...50 marks..this is how i grade myself.. i am goin to buy a weighing scale..yes i am goin to master it..heez... below are the pic!!
chocolate chip!!!
the fnished paste..this is the 1 without the correct amount of flour..haha
jialat...temp too high..BURNT!!! =P
TA DA!!! MY COOKIES!!!
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Sad day..
its a hapi day..it was a hapi day..until 7pm...sometimes i dun understand...even when i locked myself in the room when they quarrel i will also get involved.. my bro had hurt me thoroughly... some how made me hate the whole family...i neo pple will tell me to treasure my family... i neo..but they hurt me...how do u feel being insulted by ur siblings..well i am not goin to talk to him...nor i wish to see him....i am hapi to have a brother..but he hurt me...well..thats it... not goin to talk to him anymore....and its bad that i have no 1 to cry to....nvm i will be strong and need no1...
Saturday, November 27, 2004
the incredibles!!!
nice show!!! funny..touching!!! reali..love this show..haha..juz went to watch it wif mark huixin yuan feng and jun ming..haha...nv regret watching this show...haha...got a shocked at a moment...haha...scare me..the show..hahah...
after the show sat and chit chat wif them...if we haf the whole nite think we cant stop talking... too many things to update each other..heez...
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
COMPLETED!!!
yes!! the video is finali completed and our assignment 1 has come to an end... tml andrew is going to bring us out to Jurong Point for lunch!! PIZZA TIME!! heez... looking forward to it..but i wori i fat..ahah...need to slim down..haha....heez... wait no 1 want me liao..haha....
rather tired..maybe caused we rushing the shooting thats y very tired..i think our attachment is rather unique compared to others..the video shooting i guess no 1 has done it for their attachment from our batch..haha..new experience..new thoughts..new feelings...tml will be the last day or rather today its the last day the 3 of us will be together..tml onwards we will be splitted to our respective supervisor..heez...
yesterday wrote an intro of myself and tml we are goin to mass email the whole of SIA...wonder who will ever read...hope my england can pull through...hahha...there are alot of things i want to do..too many things and i end up doin nth..haha..guess i reali too tired le..maybe goin online less often will gif me more time..hahah.... each time i complete watever i want i will write it here...so as to track my achievement for the next few mths..haha..but i am getting discourage liao..haha..nvm lah i will try..heez....
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
tml is reali the deadline liao...
ahah..by right today deadline..but well...we didnt manage to finish... tml we will be doin the closing and the 3 of us will be splitted up..kinda of sad..but well i am looking forward to the new experience....heez...yawnz so tired..think i will slp soon..haha...
oh today the journey back home was super long..cos of the accident in jurong..so i took 2h to be back home..so sianz...haha..sit until my butt pain..haha..my blueblack nv recover yet..so sad...well tml i will continue with my "mission"!!! finali after 20 years i succeded..hahah
Monday, November 22, 2004
tired day...yawnz..
today by right we shd finish the shooting of the video..but well..by left we nv..heez... quite tired..shoot shoot shoot..haha..and there is a scene i strip jp..haha..so obsence..haha..funny...haha....and after this there is a suggestion from andrew abt holding hands..then my mind thought of the past..haha... so stupid of me rite..by well..i am a human....cannot say forget then forget abt all the things in the past..heez..though its been exactly for a mth..haha...well like i say i am a human after all....
super tired after the shooting...then reached home took dinner and went to accomplish my "mission"..hahha..well..i almost succeded in my "mission" think a few more days i will be able to complete it.....hahah...but i got myself alot alot which is reali alot of blueblack..sigh..cant wear skirt liao..then now office cannot act as office lady liao..so later i am goin to rub rub rub the blueblack..so that i can be nice nice again..heez...looking forward to see the completed video...haha...bloopers!! alot are from me...expected rite..haha....
after my birthday i think alot..i have always been thinking alot...but now even more..but less frequent...as long as i am occupied then i will not think...so i am trying to keep my mind working..maybe 1 day i will die of exhuastion..hahah... but i dun think its possible..but i wont be surprise..in fact i hope that to come... it will be a total release from life..hha...am i a weakling..haha..running away from all the hardships..haha...
next feb enrol for Uni le..will be looking out for courses in NTU and NUS..heez.. bless me i can get into something gd
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Maplestory till 3.30am this morning...
haha..i am so addicted to Maplestory..haha..played till 3.30am this morning..haha...fun...but now i have difficulties killing the green mushroom and the log...i need to complete my quest to ger 50 firewoods and 30 sticks...sticks i got liao now left firewood...sigh...sianz...gonna crack my head...
ok now i am thinking how to write my logbook..last week most of the time we are doing videoshooting...then nth much le..haha...tml will be the last day of the shooting..we can complete it tml..then the video will be release to the whole of Exxon Mobil on the 1st of December...a copy of the video will also be given to Dr Lim..haha...think i look funny in the video...then next time i go to the cafeteria i will haf to mask my face..hahah.....
later i got a "MISSION" to do..ahhah..once i haf successfully complete it i will let u all neo..haha..its a "MISSION" that i once hope "ahem ahem" (if u got read my blog yar i am referring to u =P) will complete with me..haha.. now got to do it wif my parents liao...hahaha.....
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Slacking day in Exxon...
yap today is a slacking day..haha..go there sit... feel the air con..play diadee...play other games.. chit chat wif yong and sham..haha...nice day man..is everyday like shiok ah..but nth to write in the log book..haha...die ah..haha... reason y so slack is bcos most of the staff went to marina mandrine for meeting.. funny rite...wat i heard is abt team building..haha..so we nth to do liao..hahaha...
well today got to talk more to clarance wu hua choon(isit spelled this way)haha..i remembered his full name... jp if u see this dun laugh or make fun of me hor...hahhaha...first got to neo him i think 2 weeks ago..he is 27 this yr..8 years older than us..chinese horoscope is snake..same as my dad..malaysian..smoker(seems like almost 50% in exxon smokes..180cm..nice height..heez.. funny person or shd i say humorous..well..today finali we got the time all the 4 of us sat together and talk laugh and joke together... neo the culture over there.. the type of pple ard... though to be he is a flirtous person but there are somethings that he says stuck my mind...some things are juz so true....he made me understand some of the things... though his mouth or come out nonesense words..but well... when he is serious..i an sense it...i dunno...oni neo him less than 24h..so i cant judge him.... anyway he will be working wif jp and robin..probably..heez...after he left the DCS his words are left in my mind..and i am thinking of some of the things he said........
Thursday, November 18, 2004
REPLY FOR CHATTERBOX:
hey thanx everyone for the concern...i cant post in my chatterbox..dunno wat happen...heez...miss everyone..hey huixin...how come nv see u online le...sobz....
i am huant by the stupid cough..but its getting better...soon the video will be done... it will be sent to Dr Vivien Lim..haha..and shown in Exxon..so paiseh...
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Cold day..
today felt extremely cold..but lucky i learnt to bring a jacket along.. heez.. today got to neo a new friend name BG..heez..short form...he is the first batch of CE student to graduate from NP..nice guy..he took material engineering in NUS.. he says this course sucks..haha... he emailed us some games to play...heez....
today finished our making of SAR AND SPA booklets...phew..finali..then andrew sms jp and making the glue..haha...guys..u all neo..glue...hhaha..u neo..haha..cos we used up alot of glue these few days..to make the booklet...hahah....robin and jp lor..haha..they refused to supply...haha...
while playing the game..guess wat..my stomach made some noise..i hungry le..haha.. cos its time to go home..haha....so paiseh..lucky oni got me and jp...heez... i must think of a way to get rid of my laughing disease..can anyone help? ahha..
Monday, November 15, 2004
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Sick..
well who can be so unlucky like me...falling sick on the 1st day after my bday... haha..stupid rite.. i hate being sick..cos it let me thought of all the things i wish to forget...i still can remember the last time i fell sick was during the study break..i can tell u..it sucks...yes it sucks...sucks big time... cos of many many reason... 1 reason of cos is bcos no mood to study...and other reason....
well.. i made 2 bday wishes...but i think none will come true.... so i gave up my hopes for both wishes le... i still can remember wat qiu rong told me in sizzler...guess oni thinking the wat she does will make be a better and happier person...yes...
maybe from the start its all a hoax...maybe all the way is 1 sided...maybe from the start it is not meant to be..yar...many pple ask me y am i so sure abt wat i have thought is true..well gut feeling... i think its correct..heez...
oh yar...i juz came back home wif a diamond pandent and a neckles..heez..my dad bought for me as my bday present..heez...
Sunday, November 14, 2004
My 19th Birthday!
today is my birthday...yeah!! haha... i had a celebration wif atmas dx rongrong ah boon gary and ann!! heez..super hapi..ok let me tell u all wat we did yesterday.. we met at city hall mrt at 4pm.. too bad gary and ann were late due to the stupid internet servicing man..
ok so me atmas boon and qiu rong went to walk ard.. talking alot of crap..haha.. and we saw zhi hui..then i mistook her galfriends as boyfriends..so paiseh u neo..haha.. but reali leh..sori zhi hui...haha...i also veri paiseh..ok so went walking ard..then we went to millainia(sp) walk BK to haf a drink..then soon gary and ann reached..then we waited a while for dan xian...
ok there we go..all met up..heez.. then we headed towards suntec for sizzler!! yeah.. not bad the food..too bad we cant eat much...i had malibu chicken..its nice.. but too bad i suddenly have sore throat..till now also have..so abit hard to eat.. but in all i love the food there...
so nice of all of them to buy me a cake..heez..we took video of singing of birthday songs..haha..think i look stupid inside..juz feel i am not photogenic..so a bit sianz..haha..but hapi also....tried to put the video online..but cant.. maybe i duno how bah..haha..ok that was the first video we took
ah boon got a present for me and we decided to take a 2nd video..haha.. a video of me looking surprised to have the present..hahah..so veri and again i look hilarous...hahha...
after the eating in sizzler we went to carrfour(sp)....so many pple..reason we go there cos we are too full..wanted to digest...haha...so walk for a while we went out...well..most of them there are quite tight in $$ i feel bad that they haf to accompany me to chinablack...then i didnt neo dx dun like those places..so in the end..she left for home...reali thanx guys...u had an enjoyable day..reali..
ok there we go..finali decided to go chinablack..took bus 16...then watched tv mobile..oh man..its super model...big boobs!!!!!!! and all of us were like oh my...haha...not for long we reached orchard...yeah..reached the place and que up...
finali we enter the place...nice..at first not many pple..soon its getting more..we went to dance....for quite long..haha..and saw a couple...coming to the dance floor to kiss and LC and do that thing..so disgusted..some more they are juz behind me.. oh man....next is we saw 1 guy getting 'electricuted'..haha..he danced as if he was electricuted..haha..so funny... at first didnt quite like the music..but soon its getting nicer..oh man...shiok...last time i went zouk i lied saying got chalet..but this time i went there wif consent..haha..so fully enjoyed...
danced till abt 1.30am...then we went for a drink in mac..so thirsty and tired..haha.. but hapi..then we crapped there..haha...talked..gossip..haha.. typical us..haha..we took the 3rd video!!! haha..canu imagine that..this is funny...then i receive many many birthday wishes...thanx....thanx to all that msg me..and i received a couple of unexpected msg...which kinda of made me hapi..heez.. atmas wanted to send me home..but his bro using car..so cant..haha..nvm its ok... i can take a cab...and i reached home at 3am..wow..haha...fun...heez..hoped i can stay longer..but well i am hapi enough le...heez.. below of some pic:
the four gals!!
lucky boon..haha
eating!!!
me trying to be photogenic
lovly couple~
rong rong & ann!!
me & rong rong!!
three guys...haha..
OMG..me in fat look..
once again ann and gary
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Results..
finali got my results..wait till i came home then went online to see... well not gd i shd say...at least i pass all..including that aem...yar pass...but results not that gd after all...erm..maybe quite bad bah...anyway..its over liao...
suddenly i haf a thought maybe i am a jinx to pple...after leaving them a distance... their fate is better...haha..yar..guess so..anyway hapi for those that get gd results.. birthday coming so yesterday went to haf seafood at ecp wif my parents bro and his gf... a table of 5..odd number...i dun like....
on the way there...i remained silent in the car...memories ran through my head... and thought abt a lot of things...so fast..its a yr liao...and after a yr...wats there is no longer there... the hapiness that i had last yr was no longer there... the table of even numbers no longer exist...shd be a hapi day isnt it...but well..haha..blame on my weak emotions i shd say...
wonder y every birthday since sec 3 seems to full of ups and downs... haha... my break ups and me having another bf seems to be always at the same period of the yr...hahha.. isnt it such a coincidence..haha..i also find it amazing..haha....ok lah i blog later tonite...
thoughts:bring out my bday gift last yr..look at it..and memories flow...hug to slp...
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Deepavali...
today is a day of some shopping...went to espirit..cos i got plenty of discount from there..finali something new in my cupboard..then my mum bought me my bday present... a pierre cardin wallet...the first sight of it attracted my attention..so bought it..for abt $74... i nearly forgot when is my bday...this time round reali forgot..and its the first time that happens...
then went to my bro's friend's house to eat..indian family..invites us..so went there for dinner....chit chat for a while and reached home at abt 9pm+...oh yar b4 goin shopping went to my mum's boss's house..his baby gal 1 mth old...so went to see.. so cute..i also want to haf 1..haha..but not now..haha...
oh yar..did i mention...dou dou now wearing a shirt..haha..now she wont get dirty easily..and wont be cold is i nv gif her blanket..heez...juz now a friend ask me if i am goin to throw away my notes..my ans is no...y? cos there are memories inside.. which i cant bear to throw..and another reason is i seldom throw my notes away... but i will put away some wif more precious memories aside..
Pic of my wallet~
Front view
Inside
Open up
So long since i slpt for so long...
yesterday went for the safety culture workshop in intercontinental hotel..8am-4.15pm
then i went to talk ard bugis junction...thought abt alot of things...and a lot of things flow into my mind..well i guess its normal... oh i found some changes down to bugis junction..long time since i went there...and the last time i went there if i am not wrong was wif him..so well memories..heez...
wanted to find a wallet...but dunno wat brand to buy...cos mummy goin to buy 1 for me..heez..so hapi...then cant find any..then feeling tired..so went home... wanted to gif my sec sch friend a visit when i reach my sec sch area...but she not at home...she is on the way home from jurong east..haha..so well too bad...then i reached home..talk to my mum and bro..oh yar forgot to say something impt..my bro called me during the workshop and exclaimed that the fish is dying...make me so nervous..but well he is fine now..heez..heng..if not i will be super duper sad... then after talking to them..ard 6.30pm..i fell aslp...all the way till juz now i woke up..been so long since i slpt so long...
got plenty of dreams...there is this particular dream that i hope i will nv wake up from..a dream that i wished that it will be true...so i rather not wake up from it... sigh..but well pple say dream is always opposite from the reality...so i neo this dream of mine will nv come true...maybe i shd listen to wat other pple tell me...guess so....
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Slack day..
today Andrew not ard...haha..so slack ard..practically sit in the office chit chat and do nothing..haha..but in abt 2-3 weeks i will be goin on shift for 2 mths..yap 2mths..since i am so free now..haha..ok lah not reali free..still got other stuff to attend to...haha..my friend is coming back from china!! so hapi..finali got to see him after so long and guess wat he is goin to celebrate my bday for me..but not on the day itself but later in the mth..didnt expect it to come true..but its the thought that counts...i nearly forget my bday is coming soon..maybe its juz that i am too preoccupied with other stuff...
finali finished writing my logbook..yawnz so tired..goin to slp soon..heez.. tml another hapi day ahead..bought myself a cd ' EQ DANCE CLUB' heez...love it... oh well.. er.think i dun say it out..ok lah..i go le..tek care everyone..haha..guess no 1 see it..but well..its my dairy after all..=)
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Busy Sat...
went to gary's house to cook!! haha..got me,atmas,boon,gary and ann... heez.. we bought all the things needed for cooking..heez..then started cooking
this is our failure...haha..suppose to do dunno way..but we did a mistake so we decided to make cake..but..haha..it looks like dunno wat..oni edible crust..haha
Thursday, November 04, 2004
Cont..
forgot to write something..been watching the 9pm show on channel 8..feel veri fustrated... sometimes i wondering why such pple exist... come on lor..gd friend's bf also want to snatch.. this gal is such a bitch man.. my mum saw liao also want to kill her..lucky its oni a show.. if not wah dunno how many pple will hate her... friends..wat friend...say she is her gd friend but still hurt her...wat the hell man...purposely 1...sianz man... hopefuli in real life no 1 will meet such a person regardless guys or gals.. simply hate pple that sow discord..but still act as if they are gd souls... argh the show is worth watching..ahah..reali admire her for not flaring up.. admire her temper..
erShocked..Me on TV?!
haha..after so many days in Exxon..finali we received our first assignment is video shooting.. i jp and robin will be making a video on safety in Exxon..after which the video will be put on the tv in all the Exxon plants in Singapore..wah..which means i got to make myself nice nice..haha..on tv leh..though its not to the public but this is the first time it happen to me..so rather excited..tml will be looking at the script then next week the video will be completed..heez..nervous..wori i will haf a lot og NGs..haha..
today did safety again..but was pretty enjoyable..haha...need to attend a course in intercontinental hotel next week on the 10th..i will be alone..wah..abit worried..nervous..haha..hope i can do it..though its oni 4 days i learnt quite alot..not on how to operate but the attitude..and i am starting to adopt the changes.. i feel these changes will be good for me..i learn discipline.. i got to neo the real meaning of having an open mind...yap..i guess exxon will teach me alot and i hope i can do my best and do well..
1ST GOAL : DO WELL FOR ATTACHMENT
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Cont..
forgot to add u something impt..haha..hey everyone pls look out for the HSBC advertisment!!! inside got my bear - dou dou!!! haha...the pic of the bear in my blog!!! reali..its the same..haha.. my dou dou is a star..haha
sometimes u pin hope..hope for something etc...but each time u hope u get disappointed... soon u will feel hopeless... and gradually u will feel disappointed.. yap... i guess if anyone gave someone this impression he/she is reali hopeless.. sometimes i wonder how do u judge if a person has split personality...opps is that pinning hope? nah..i dun..and i shan't..
reali so hapi my dou dou on tv...too bad jx cant see it..haha..see 'himself' on tv. ahah...
Sleepy 2nd day of attachment
yawnz..so tired..yesterday planned to slp early but in the end still sllp late..yawnz..then rush to catch the first train and manage to reach there on time.. heng..heez..
practically did nth much but listen listen and listen..tour ard the place..yawnz.. and thats all...plenty of drinking..haha...took company bus back..heez.. $75 for 3 mths..quite cheap...tired..yawnz
well juz find out how easily 1 can betray your love ones..i dunno wat actuali happen btw them.. but i can say in order to maintain a relationship the word LOVE is an impt factor... the LOVE can nv be shifted to another person..if it can be done..this means u r not wif the person u reali LOVE...learnt a phrase recently on tv..LOVE is like making pizza...it muz always be maintained piping hot.LOVE can be put into cooling period..once it freezes..thats the end....
Monday, November 01, 2004
1st day of attachment...
yawnz..feeling so tired..not becos i did alot of things today..its becos i couldnt slp yesterday..haha...toss and turn in bed..guess i too excited..thats y cant slp.. reach boon lay mrt station at abt 7am..took bus wif the rest to Exxon...saw guards and dog there..heez...
first thing we did was to tek breakfast..the food there is super cheap.. then went for the safety orientation course..but we already took in cptc..so after watching a 20min video.. its abt 11am...we went for lunch...then 12noon a person kept talking and talking till most of the pple dozing...haha...simply slack all the way...
so many breaks here and there....nth much....since we took the course...nth much to do..juz talk talk talk talk and nth but talk..haha...received emails from those in UK..haha..glad they are enjoying themselves over there..heez...
tml gonna reached jurong east mrt at 6.40am...i think even if i take the earliest bus from my house i also cant reach the place..sianz..super sianz...yawnz..gonna write an article and gunbound for a while then ZzZz...(u believe i slp so fast?) ahaha =P
