Exam starts tml!!!
before talking abt other things, i would like to show my deepest condolences
to a friend of mine who juz her biological brother..in life there are many partings..
dun tek it too hard..and tek care...cherish whoever that is still ard u...ur parents
need ur support now...remember u still haf a bunch of friends that is supporting
u forever...
these few days i am busying preparing my exams..sian...it will start tml..goin
back to sch to consult lecturer on some stuff..found out that i am reali getting
older..i not longer got the strenght and stamina to stay up all nite to study..
haha..isnt it sad..haiz....tml exam start le..nervous!!! omg!!! haha...
kinda of slack alot this time round..haha..dunno y..maybe i neo after exam goin
to cptc training then no time to rest so dun want to strian myself too much..
anyway..i am starting to make some changes to my life and i think i am
coping quite well wif it...saw a number of shows recently and i learnt a number
of things from it...
oh man yesterday my tv cropped up again..wat the hell..ahaha..the scv box giving
me prob then talk to the scv pple..then in the end they say i nv subscribe that
channel that i want to watch which i have been watching for the past 4 mths..
haiz...wat the..then in the end i can oni watch that channel in my living rm le..
sianz...
talked to my brother at 2am yesterday..which is this morning 2am..haha..he juz
came back home and we both started talking...find that talking to him this 2 yrs haf
been easier..haha...like to talk to him..and he told me a couple of things which set
me thinking..hehe..understand my bro a little better...
ahha...yar..life this few days are not exciting nor anything new...juz plainly
study thats all..haha...so nth interesting to share wif u guys...heez..well i juz
added my bro's gf in friendster..heez..so hapi abt it..ok lah..i think i got to
start my memorising le..then amend the lab report..heez...
gd luck everyone!! =D
Thur 30/4 TPHM 9am-11am
Tue 4/5 ENV 2pm-4pm
Thur 6/5 ACEP 2pm-5pm
Sat 8/5 EMAT 9am-11am
1 day to exam
10 days to Freedom
11 days to JAIL
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hAIZ
juz saw something that i am veri sad to see..haiz..
veri sad...reali..feel the fear...and juz feel that something
bad is on the way..haiz...losing confidence to all the things..
haiz...reali sad...
well i juz saw the cptc training grping..haiz...
no 1 will understand how i am feeling..no 1 will..haiz...reali sad...='(
this thing i saw reali spoil my day.....
the fear that i got inside no 1 will ever understand...no 1 will
nv neo y i feel this way...i am so sad...='( sob sob
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
Wat type of shoes i wear??

Slippers- happy, sweet, and adorable, you are well
loved by everyone. People cannot help but like
you. You love to be surrounded by people that
love you, who- in your case- is anyone.
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juz feel like blogging...
yesterday while watching the 7pm show on channel 8,
i fell aslp...yap i fell aslp...slp till today..long time since i slpt
for so long...
yesterday saw an email abt a sec sch friend of mine being
a cheater...a person that cheat gals, both money and body..
was reali shocked to see that...
many things happen in my life...seen many types of pple
well...1 type of rice breed many types of people...haha..
wat am i talking abt..well this is the end of my entry..heez
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Yeah!!
good news!!! i also passed my basic theory!! yeah!!
so hapi...didnt dare to open the letter..hehe..but finali
i passed it..so excited...reali looked forward to advance theory
i neo this test will be much tougher..but i reali hope to get
my licence soon..haiz..but i think its goin to be a long process..
juz finished all my tests other then hysis...phew..well..i studied
and i tried my best...i put in effort and i am worth the marks
that i got..oh yar..today while having the ENV test..
a
SNAKE appear in LT45!!!!!!!! omg!! actuali i am
kinda of excited to see the snake..haha..looking forward to see it...
ahah..today super hyper active...haha..keep laughing..hhaha..
yawnz..so tired...exam coming soon le..so fast..next fri will be
my first paper...bless me and all my friends..=D
Thur 30/4 TPHM 9am-11am
Tue 4/5 ENV 2pm-4pm
Thur 6/5 ACEP 2pm-5pm
Sat 8/5 EMAT 9am-11am
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Decided...
yesterday juz finish my tphm test..kinda of ok..juz that i make a
veri stupid careless mistake..on the unit..haha...but i am hapi le
next will be env so later or tml then i will study bah...
wanted to spend more time wif my laogong yesterday..but seems
like i cant..he got his astro stuff to do...so well i went home...
ok everyone i chose petroleum...many pple asked me the
reason...y i chose something that is different from my dearest
laogong..emm..haha...a couple of reasons...but i think it will do
both of us good...hope so...reali...hehe...well...its a tough decision
it took me quite along time to make up my mind...i even wanted to
change my decision on tue at 4.30pm...haiz....
my laogong has been my classmate for 2 whole yrs..been there
always when i needed him...wonder wats life without him in class...
kinda of sad the past few days when the thought that he will not
be in the same class with me...was reali sadden when i think oe being
reminded abt it...haiz...but now i think i feel better...talked to laogong
and he assured me alot of things..and tell me things are goin to be ok..
listening to me talking the same thing over and over again..haha
opps..sori deary..haha..=P
haha..and for the rest of this sem
HE WILL BE MINE!!! AND SOLELY
MINE...hahaha....trying to be possesive here..hahha...=P
getting abit crazy here..hahah..anyway reali hope both of our love will
grow stronger...goin to miss u alot..reali.....
In life there will be a lot of departures...some of the departures are good,
it might be a blessing in disguise..i am trying to learn how to tek things
easier...hope i can...learnt a number of things from deary...my weakest
part is that i am emotionally connected to everything...
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Pharmeu or Petroleum??
tough choice....i dunno wat to choose...tml will be the
deadline...how?? i am stuck...i reali feel so stuck...haiz...
there are too many things for me to consider...haiz...y shd i do?
i got to think abt it and set up my mind....haiz....
i juz looked through the syllabus for both pharmeu and
petroleum...i find that petroleum is easier...in a sense i can understand
wat they will be teaching...but for pharmeu i reali cant understand
and more of ISSM...OMG..this is the worst subject i ever studied..
haiz...i reali hate ISSM....how?? i am juz so occupied abt if i shd
choose pharmeu or petroleum....=(
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Yeah!!
yes finali i haf settled the I&E for open house...actuali i handed
in last week..but i did not add in 2 receipts so was dragged until
today..hehe...so hapi and relieved....
well haiz...exam coming and well...saw alot of things..thinking
abt them...and well...yar...emm...maybe i am the 1 that is having
the prob.....
anyway after the exam will be goin for my cptc training
from 10/5 - 19/6...wonder how will i be able to go for my dept
D&D...haiz....
tml will be the last IS class...yeah..i am so hapi..finali i am free
from IS...gone through a lot of things this sem..reali....still can remember
alot of things.
i will not tek revenge on anyone that do harm to me...cause i neo
if i want to harm pple i will end up being harmed....but i am born
in such a character that i will not forget whoever that helped me,
encouraged me,cheer me up, good to me but i will also nv forget
those pple that stepped on me, harmed me, looked down on me..
its not that i am petty but i simply cant forget...tried hard to forget
but i cant..cos tiny things in life will helped me remember even the
smallest thing that happened to me...well guess i shd not say too much
abt it b4 everyone starts to get frightened of me..haha...
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Character
# 3 - THE LIFE OF THE PARTY
3's are idealists. They are very creative,
social, charming, romantic,and easygoing. They
start many things, but don't always see them
through. They like others to be happy and go to
great lengths to achieve it.They are very
popular and idealistic. They should learn to
see the world from a more realistic point of
view.
Famous 3's Alan Alda, Ann Landers, Bill Cosby,
Melanie Griffith,Salvador Dali, Jodi Foster
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Staying at home..
today is gary's birthday...wanted to go out wif them but i am
juz too tired...so in the end i stayed at home and slp...yawnz...
feel more refreshed after waking up...
emm sometimes i reali feel like i am dragging laogong...
like i changed his life or something...kinda of bringing him to
great inconvience.....
do nth today...except to write my speech for the coming
presentation..finali the sem is coming to an end and i will
be spending my last yr in NP...time files..still can remember the first
day of sch..haha..so funi..many things happen through
this 2 yrs..haha..ups and downs...haha..and finali ending up
wif my laogong again..ahah
emm still thinking abt the prob..haiz..
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